FUCK!! IM GOING TO BE A FATHER HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME?!?!?!?!?!?!

WHAT DO I DO?

HOW DID THIS HAPPEN?

HOW AM I GOING TO SUPPORT THIS BABY AND THE ONE I LOVE?

AM I GOING TO SCREW THIS WHOLE THING UP THIS SOON?

WILL I HAVE TO DO 2 JOBS?

OR 3?

WILL SHE LEAVE ME FOR A BETTER DAD?

OR WILL I BE GOOD AND BE THE DAD I NEVER HAD?

WILL IT BE A BOY, AND PLAY FOOTBALL AND GET DIRTY?

OR WILL IT BE A GIRL AND I HAVE TO GO THROUGH HER MOOD SWINGS? (no offense)

AM I GONNA DROP OUT?

OR GO TO COLLAGE?

WILL THE BABY LUV AND ADORE ME LIKE I WILL IT?

THESE ARE ALL THE QUESTIONS I HAVE TO ANSWER MY SELF (HELP) LOL

The day we met
I had the oddest feeling
I didn't know what it was
So I just brushed it off
After a while I found myself waiting
Waiting for that phone call every day
The one I always got from you
Every night I went to bed happy
Happy that I had talked to you
Every morning I would wakeup
And think of you
The day you asked me out
I was on cloud nine
I couldn't stop thinking of you
The time we spent together
I was always so happy
Then one day
It was gone
Everything
The hand holding
The cuddling
The drives
The times we spent
looking into each other's eyes
The long good- byes
Everything
Just vanished
Everything
except one thing
The one thing that can't be taken from me
That's my love for you
It's here from now
And forever

to: brian i still love you!!